"I'm not depressed but things are looking pretty grim today. I only have a few dollars left and even less food in my cupboards. Maybe a meal or two if I stretch it?

On top of this, my rolling wreck of a car is almost out of gas and it runs like shit. Man what a month! I can’t believe I still have hope. But the sun is up and I'm out walking the streets. I don't know what else to do."